Jacob Black

I think Ive finally figured out why Jacob Black seems so damn cruel. Sure he seems all tough outside, but truth is he's hurting like hell inside. I completely understand. He just puts up an act so that he doesn't seem weak. He is lost without Bella and I think he is pretty well aware of it. Damn, all this time spent hating so much when I realised that I'm more like him than I'd like to admit. I feel strangely comforted by the fact that I'm not the only one. When I came to Tenby, I like sweared to myself that I wouldnt like anyone but it obviously didnt work. I guess liking someone has a way of finding you. And when it leaves it doesnt completely go away. A part of it will always be with you. Thats the part that hurts the most for me cause its the hardest to let go. That part always has a power over me. So for the fact that Jacob Black can stand Bella being so close to him...I salute him. But then again he isnt even real! Hey Jacob You Rock!