It Hurts....

It hurts not being able to tell him. It hurts watching him with all those other girls. It hurts that he will not notice me. It hurts that he hates me. It hurts when he looks at me. It hurts when he doesnt. It hurts when he talks to me. It hurts when he doesnt. It hurts when he watches me. It hurts when he doesnt. It hurts when I think about him. It hurts when I dont. But most of all it kills me to know that we will never be...

Misses Charmayne!

God Charmayne miss u!!!! I cant believe I still love the Jonas Brothers. Tribute to them and you! Fav Song So Far!: Sorry!

Broken hearts and last goodbyes,restless nights

But lullabies helps to make this pain go away

I realize I let you down

Told you that I'd be around

I'm building up the strength just to say

I'm Sorry

For breaking all the promises that

I wasn't around to keepIt's on me,

This time is the last time

I will ever beg you to stay

But you're already on your way

Filled with sorrow, filled with pain

Knowing that I am to blame

For leaving your heart out in the rain

And I know you're gonna walk away

And leave me with the price to pay

Before you go I wanted to say that

Can't make it alive on my own

But if you have to go,

Then please girl, just leave me alone'

Cause I don't want to see

You and me going our separate ways...So Im begging you Charmayne! Please come to my party!

Doesnt Exist...

Lets face it....we all know that guy doesnt exsist! Might as well give up hope! :'(

It Is Hard to Believe...

Actually when you think about it, it is hard to believe that Nicole has had a bf before...We were playing truth or dare and ben2 asked me if I have had a bf before. I said no lah. I wasnt lying man. Its so damn sad. Ive never even had a proper Valentine. Not even a secret one. No chocolates, no roses...but I never seened to care until...well until it caught up to me. It feels really weird when I think about why I havent had one. I basically have nothing to offer. I mean Im not that pretty, Im not a hot slut, I dont have sexy legs. Im not very addictive to talk to am I??? NO! Awww I really hope I get at least a Valentine this year man...This feelin sucks!

Untouchable...

Your soo close...

Untouchable like a distant diamond sky

Im reaching out

And I just can't tell you why

I'm caught up in you

Untouchable burning brighter than the sun

And when you're close

I feel like coming undone

In the middle of the night

When I'm in this dream

It's like a million little stars

Spelling out your name

You gotta come on, come on

Say that we'll be together

Come on, come on

Little taste of heaven....

Waiting On That Guy...

this is really sweet........

When a Girl is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind

When a Girl is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.♥

When a Girl looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around.♥

When a Girl answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.♥

When a Girl stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying.

When a Girl lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever.♥

When a Girl wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.

When a Girl says ' I love you ' ... she means it.♥

When a Girl says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you more than that.♥

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person...

Find a Guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who calls you back when you hang up on him.♥

who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.♥>Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.♥

Who holds your hand in front of his friends. ♥

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you♥

Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

If you open this you have to repost it, guy or girl, or you will have bad luck for the rest of your life!!!!! If I don't get this back I guess your not my friend. If you have a lot of love for someone. copy and send this to your whole list. In 5 minutes your true love will call or message you. Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you. Something good will happen to you at approx. 1:42 P.M. tomorrow, it could be anywhere. So get ready for the biggest shock of your life. If you break this chainyou will be cursed with relationship problems for the most important time of your life. Send this to 15 people in 15 minutes to carry on the chain...and spare yourself the emotional stress. Dont you wanna find that guy???

Cant you see my heart is heavy

Just because I know you're leaving
Sometimes I wish you could read my mind

Look at me I'm always lost,

But I am found and I can't believe it

There is just one more thing I have to ask

Stay with me for a while

Stay with me and I'll smile

Never leave and you'll see

Stay with me, will you please?

Drowning in a topaz sea and

Who knew death could be comforting

The blackness of the past is so far away

I see you and then it hits me

It's no wonder you eclipse me

Everything I wanted has come true

And so our paths have crossed

The lion and the lamb

Please tell me you'll never leave me

You're part of who I am

Stay with me for a while

Stay with me and I'll smile

Never leave and you'll see

Stay with me, will you please?

You Have No Idea...How Much You Hurt Me!

The Sun's Lament..

As I sit there so consumed. Does he even know the truth? Of what happened here tonight? Does he remember who he was? Brothers, sisters, parents? Does he even have a name? Will he change my mind? Do I want to be that way? Will it pass in time? Will I want to everyday? Does the future that I want mean losing all the present? I think in this case that it does. Though I picture myself there. When I see him tremble. The picture starts to fade away. Is it worth the price? Will I make it past the pain? Leave it all behind. Can I live an endless day? He stares at me piercing my soulIs it worth losing all I know? He stares at me how can I tell? A reflection of my future self? I dont know...

Im soo team Jacob man!

We Have A Serious Problem!

Its OFFICIAL!

Daniel Ng is really funny. The jokes we had cannot be mentioned cuz...wel cuz they are a bit sick...LOL! I wanna put pics of Elisha being weird here from Vivian's Blog.(Thanks!) So here they are:--

Twilight Survey


Team Edward or Jacob? - Edward

Vampire or Werewolf? - Vampire

Live forever with the one you love even though its not safe for them, or leave them thining its for the better? - The first one

Favorite Twilight character? - Jacob and Edward

Least favorite Twilight character? - Victoria

Favorite couple? - Edward and Bella

Least favorite couple? - James and Victoria

Would you rather have super strength, super speed, or read minds? - Read minds.

Favorite Edward "trait"? - Ability to take my breath away all the time...

Who do you like better? Female Twilight characters, or male? - Male.

Favorite book in the series? - All

Least favorite book in the series? - None

Do you like the romance or the action better? - I like the way it mixes.

Favorite line or passage from the books? - What do you want most in the world??? You. No I meant something you dont already have.

Are you looking forward to the movie?/What do you think of the movie? - Loved it. I thought the book was better though.




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Jacob Black

I think Ive finally figured out why Jacob Black seems so damn cruel. Sure he seems all tough outside, but truth is he's hurting like hell inside. I completely understand. He just puts up an act so that he doesn't seem weak. He is lost without Bella and I think he is pretty well aware of it. Damn, all this time spent hating so much when I realised that I'm more like him than I'd like to admit. I feel strangely comforted by the fact that I'm not the only one. When I came to Tenby, I like sweared to myself that I wouldnt like anyone but it obviously didnt work. I guess liking someone has a way of finding you. And when it leaves it doesnt completely go away. A part of it will always be with you. Thats the part that hurts the most for me cause its the hardest to let go. That part always has a power over me. So for the fact that Jacob Black can stand Bella being so close to him...I salute him. But then again he isnt even real! Hey Jacob You Rock!

Hey Stephen, Taylor Swift.

Of all the girls tossing rock at your window,

Ill be the one standing there even when its cold.

Hey Stephen,

boy you might have me believeing I dont always have to be alone.