I know that it's a wonderful world
but
I can't feel it right now.
It seems like everyone has someone you know? I just wish I had someone too. I know I may disept every single detail and make the simplest things seem crucial, but at least I know I'm getting somewhere. It's because I understand feeling as small as humanly possible, and how it can ache in places I never knew existed. I just wish I could have my very own shoulder to cry on. Someone to tell me I'm special even when I know I'm not. For some reason I'm just now feeling the love. I just want someone to love me for who I am rather than who I could be. Someone who loves me flaws and all. Sigh...I am so afraid of ending up like some successful and independent woman with no personal life what-so-ever. All alone in my beautiful apartment with no one to share it with. Sad, depressed and alone. Pffft what a wonderful world! Boy is life messed up! Here's to hoping stuff like that wont happen to me!
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